Bishop Baxter Writes...

February 28, 2011

Dear Sisters & Brothers;

As I write to you I am preparing to leave for several days of retreat at Holy Cross Monastery in West Park, NY. As bishop it seems much more difficult for me to make time for spiritual renewal than previously when in either priest or lay orders. Perhaps it is the demand of travel around our 24 counties and the liturgies, councils and other necessary events of our common life. My calling as a bishop is to be a spiritual link and witness of unity to and for all the congregations and clergy of our diocese. My principal duty is to be a sign of unity, a spiritual presence whether in visitations, regional or diocesan gatherings. I try to be that presence in the ministries unique to a bishop: leading liturgies of renewal (such as confirming/receiving new members, reaffirming our Baptismal Covenant); ordaining new clergy; leading us in decision-making councils and mission discernment; celebrating new ministries; and proclaiming the Gospel. More than physical or emotional energy these and other duties require spiritual: a strength so easily depleted in the fast pace of doing that which I love.

I am very cognizant and grateful for the prayers of our diocesan family for me. There are many times when I know that my spiritual strength is only being sustained by many people around the diocese who pray for me in the Prayers of the People and in their private prayers. But I too have an obligation for spiritual care of my soul. I must do as did Our Lord, who is remembered so often in the scriptures for turning aside “to a lonely place” to be alone with God. I have often found retreat centers to be wonderful places for “turning aside”.

One of the rich resources of our Catholic heritage as Anglicans is our continued monastic tradition. The first Episcopal order for men in the United States was the Order of the Holy Cross, founded in 1884, which follows the ancient Benedictine discipline of life. Many Episcopalians make formal commitment to monasteries and convents to live in unity with them through daily prayer and annual retreats. We make annual reports of our spiritual life and support the ministry of the Order. I have been an Associate of the Holy Cross since 1977. Admittedly, I am often delinquent. But the monks always welcome me, “a prodigal son”, with gracious and open arms. I look forward to seeing them.

The word monk originated from the Greek word “monos”, which means alone. So I am off to be with those whose ministry to me is “how to be alone with God in the midst of community”. Please keep me in your prayers that in all my “doing” I may most “be” the soul God wishes me to be among you.

Peace & Grace,
+Nathan